I’m tired but I can’t sleep.
With that said,I’m just here listening to music. Thinking of all the things I wanna do and all the things I have to do in order to get what I want. I tend to lose hope in myself from time to time, laziness ultimately made things more difficult than what they should have been. So I’m deciding to focus. Im tired of this average shit. I want so much, I don’t want to lead an average life, I am not average. I believe I have found the person that I want to grow up with, this person came into my life expectedly and has now essentially become my world. My thoughts, my heart, my energy revolves around my boyfriend. Aaron’s my lover, my bestfriend. He’s sleeping now and I miss him. I’m excited to spend yet another day with him,I love that it never gets boring. Shit, I’m not even sure what the point of this post was. Whatever, a nigga can’t sleep. I have stuff on my mind and I know my boyfriend ( well I hope) sees this by the time he gets up, I might be asleep by the time he wakes up. God, I’m so in love with you.